let's!

so anyways, i was running slightly down to the pontoon to retrieve my paddle when whoops, i slid down and landed on my butt -.- so darn embarrassing lahs! in front of that chen wei guy who yelled at patrick last time s'more. tsktsk. :X i still feel so embarrassed when i think of my non-too-graceful fall. argh next time must remember not to geh kiang and run to take paddle le.

hahas on a brighter note, i bought a pink bbm just now! hahas. huiwen'll surely make noise . but i don't care! make myself happie can (:

hrm i don't rilli understand wot i'm supposed to do? like i can't up the frequency, nor can i ask yimtong to go faster. and when the boat tilts, i can't ask her to untilt too. i understand why, but sometimes its a very natural instinct to want to tell her to sit straight when she tilts. at the beginning when haoxia told me not to tell her anything i had to bite my lip while paddling to keep from blurting anything out. mm oh well i shall take it as a lesson in patience. altho i suspect i have already failed. lucky yimtong, haoxia is rilli very protective of her. i feel like a cardboard human cut-out who's jes supposed to follow and follow and keep her mouth shut. hahas. which is quite a feat for me. ah! don't think so much and juuuusssst paddle! taha (:

sophia and i both wrote to each other today (: in her mian bao ren letter she reminisced about all the times we paddled together. looking back i think we rilli had a lot of fun on water, back when we first started out (: hahas. in our first water together we had to tow a boat back while haoxia looked on evil-ly and said things like 'now you know how i feel', either alluding to the fact that he's had to save many of us or that i once capped him(he has an elephant memory and hasn't forgotten about that yet). hahas then next we paddled around until towards the end the rest had somehow all returned to shore and there were only the 2 of us, plus this motorboat which was dunno doing wot. they're highly smart btw. we capped and since there was no one else around, we waved to them, obviously indicating that we wished to be saved and would they be so nice as to come and save us? ha! fat hope. cleverclogs that they were, they happily waved back at us. d'oh. this left us with no choice but to try and save ourselves. sophia hugged the boat while i pressed down on the paddle and hoisted myself in. hahas. actually to this day i feel quite amazed that i managed to do that, especially after attending the one-star course and realising that there is a way to save yourself and its certainly not treating your paddle as the rescue boat.
rilli miss paddling with sophia and it rilli makes me wish that i'd been nicer and more patient. nvm, i won't make the same mistake with yimtong again!

hahas. it jes occurred to me that one upside of getting to paddle with 2 juniors is that there'll be one more person to remember me next time! sophia's such a silly goose (250 is less than 500 rites?) while yimtong's so serious i feel like a bimbo next to her! hahas.

tata! :D