sleepless after working the 2am shift today,as usual. haha i cant believe i managed to drag myself out of bed at 6.47 this morning. its the earliest tt i've gotten up in a long long time. on the bus to macritchie this morning i passed by the route tt mummy usually takes to sch...it feels weird tt i'm not going to be sleeping in the car on the way to sch, then getting off at the pull-up bar and waiting for the rest of them to come anymore. maybe i'll miss hc more than i thought i would. it took ysd's bbq for me to realise how much i miss lala and leilei and chrys! whom i havent seen in so long. i think i don't stop to think about and miss my friends as often as i should. maybe bruce is right, i always need people to reach out to me first before i will reciprocate. hahas one more thing to add to my resolutions on sunday. i've never made them before; i wonder how useful they actually are? anyhow, i guess it'll be fun to open them together with boss and the rest next year (:
anyways, i went out with bruce on wednesday. okay only because i know he'll never read this that i dare to say that i don't think i will ever go out with him again. its fine talking to him on the phone and offering a listening ear to all his problems (mainly girl ones) but i felt really weird that day. and the worst part is he kept hitting me really hard and twisting my arm etc. it was as if he forgot i'm a girl. i cant begin to describe how embarrassed i was when i noticed the pitiful looks some people were shooting me. urgghh. and of course it hurts to be hit right. kelly even asked me why i am still friends with him?? i don't know.. i guess if u're friends with someone u wouldn't bother about what other people may say about him or her? i mean, that's what you hope your friends would do for you too right? anyway, bruce can be quite nice too. even though he has this irritating habit of bringing the phone in with him into the toilet when u're talking to him.. and of course his incredible ability to praise himself at every opportunity hur. okay, that's it from now on i shan't allow myself to be guilt-tripped into going out with him again.
as i speak, my colleagues are staying over at eddie's house now. i wonder wot they're doing? hahas. i feel quite blessed to have them enter my life. they're just so different and so much more mature and street smart than us. y'know, they're the same age as us, but they seem so much older cuz they've been taking care of themselves and watching their own back since young. i feel so sheltered and namby pamby compared to them.
bleah my shoulders and thumbs are aching so badly now and i only paddled err 5 km hahas. so unfit and flabby los. hahas and leilei said i'm very lousy cuz i can't even walk past certain people without breaking out into giggles. hahas. amanda, pls grow up!!! tsktsk. yay tmr we're gg to sleepover at jialing's place. i miss them so much i wanto spend more time with them. chris popped by tonight with her cousin and his girlfriend too (: (:
hahas. i'm watching ah wang now. he's so adorable. its amazing how he really got into the role and came up with all these little gestures that embody his innocence so well. hong kong actors are in a different league los.
okay, i think i should try to go to bed now. i realise that clement and imran's body clock is all screwed up too. they were just saying how they watch the tyra show at 6 am before sleeping. rawh good thing i don't have school, unlike them.
yayy. i have a good day to wake up to (: i estimate i'll probably wake up at around 12? must rmb that i have tuition at 3 i keep worrying that i'll forget to turn up one day. hahas and i can go buy pocky and yan yan biscuit for them! hahas. bribery right. anyway, isn't it weird that pocky is spelled pocky and not something cuter like pokky? i mean, pocky just conjures up images of like, i dunno, pimply faces? i always thought so until i examined a pocky stick one day and realised that under that smooth creamy strawberry cover lies a biscuit stick that's bathed in pock marks. hahas. my brain cells are really being strained these days man.
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